This is the Day that Changed Me

It is 8 am.Ā  I shower.Ā  Dress in black.Ā  Get in the car.Ā  Smoke.Ā Ā  Iā€™m shaky.Ā  A little nervous.Ā  I tell myself Iā€™m not.Ā  Deep breathes.Ā  Focus on driving.Ā  Getting closer.Ā  Maybe 20 minutes.Ā  Iā€™m just a person.Ā  I am nobody.Ā  Am I safe?Ā  Do I trust my doctor?Ā  DoĀ  I trust these people?Ā  Do [...]